Now I am in a safe place; I think of the painful moment when I will see my mother again. What will I tell her? How can I explain to her about what I`ve been through? How can I tell her that I was an object, used by many people… And that I was constantly hoping he`d come back and save me…
“You`ll see… it`s going to be okay” – I`ll never believe those words again.
This whole time I`ve been thinking about my family… I was wondering what my parents were doing, what it would have been like if I hadn`t gone to Spain… if I hadn`t gone on that vacation to my grandparents… And I was thinking about what my parents would think about me and about what I was forced to do…
I`ve learned I can’t trust anyone….anymore. Not everything is what it seems; I`ve discovered another side of life. The ugliest one! I`ve never felt so humiliated before.
I felt like I was good for only one thing…
It`s been so long since I`ve last wrote anything on facebook.. the 3 months that have passed have been terrible.. I feel so sick :(((( I`ve never imagined that anything like this could happen to me. My dream has turned into a nightmare! Unfortunately, I`ve realized too late that all of his promises were lies. I don`t know if he ever even loved me or he just wanted what was best for him.
He manipulated me and convinced me to do what I`d never imagined myself doing. I`ve completely changed the way I see life :|
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